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Name: Grace
Birthday: 3/29/1983


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Thursday, November 30, 2006

I'm not happy Pt. 2

Wow I haven't gotten this many comments on a post in maybe.. a year? I really appreciate all the input, so I figured I should expand a little more on what I'm doing to show my commitment, so you guys don't think I'm just all talk-- I do take this whole "not being happy" thing very seriouslly, so seriouslly I spend most of my work day thinking/talking about it.. haha.

1. Grad program-- I've contacted a professor from this program that I'm really interested in and called up a couple other people to figure out how I should apply.  I'm going to hopefully work with the professor on a research plan before I apply next Feb/March.  Ted is also looking into applying for a Fullbright to go to Taiwan :)

2. Peace Corps-- For now, the plan is that Peace Corps would only be on the agenda if we aren't going to Taiwan.  Ted's going to an information session tomorrow, which I have to miss because I'll be at FDA.

3. JET-- If by next fall I still haven't gotten into anything, I'll apply to go to Japan in 2008.

4. The soon-to-be company-- Ted's developing a language exchange/tutoring web learning tool.  His thought is to start a company in the next couple of months, and I'll probably help him on the side.  I bought a book today to learn more about becoming incorporated.. so really, I'm doing something ;p

But in response to Lindsay's food for thought, I do always tend to like the food that's on someone else's table.  So I'm not quite sure if I'll love all of the above options (I ask myself that very question all the time), but I kind of see the parallel between them all (language, education, foreign country, etc.).. so I figured a part of my passion has led me to these choices. And I get so excited when I think about them--sometimes so excited I can barely work, like today

And Claire, I did NOT write it at 7am... I wrote it at work but facebook messed up.. haha.

Oh and, if you've read this all, I love you, I really do.


I'm not happy

Alright, well, perhaps the title is a little dramatic for how I actually feel. But it takes me back to the conversation that I have with my friends EVERY time we talk.

"So how's work?"

Frankly and bluntly, I don't like it.  Perhaps you find me picky, because I work for one of the best IT consulting firms, because I get paid more than enough to get by, because I have health insurance.  But it's stability undesire--what's the glamour in working on something you don't really care about?

So in short, I'm in search of "something else", and that something else might be any of the following:

1. Grad program in Taiwan for teaching Chinese as a second language

2. Peace Corps

3. JET

4. Working for Ted's soon-to-be company for language exchange & the container store (puahaha)


But first I have to finish writing this thing I don't really care about ;p


Thursday, June 08, 2006

You better Belize it

So I decided my Belize trip is worth a xanga entry, especially because we got robbed. Yes, being held up at gunpoint type of robbery.

My friends and I went on a caving tour, and on the way back our van was stopped by a group of armed men.  They went through the van and took all the valuables, including my friend's and my cameras.. this lady's $7000 wedding ring, cash, watches.. etc etc. So robbery really DOES happen ouside of TV, I learned.  They ended up taking down 4 tourist vans, and all the while they wouldn't let us leave to keep us from going to the police.  The longest 2 hours in my life, probably.

Luckily I followed Nirav's clever move and took out my SD card, so I still have pictures to entertain.



The hammocks in front of our little hotel on the beach.  We were at a quiet part of the beach, so chill.



Marie Sharp hot sauce, proud product of Belize.  Nirav and Claire were in heaven.



Not your normal tourist destination.  Ever been on an island where you're the only people there? pretty awesome. Especially when you're there for fresh seafood.



Louis, our captain from the previous day, took us out on his friend Bert's boat..



Caught food right out of the ocean..



Even let me touch the inside of a conch



And cooked it up for us.  Here's the secret recipe: secret spice, honey BBQ sauce, butter.  The secret spice came in a bag that said "turkey" on it.

Will return.. done for now.


Tuesday, February 07, 2006



If you ever stop by an Apple store, try out the new computers with built-in cameras.  It's fun, I promise you. This is probably the least scary one we took ;p

大頭大頭 下雨不愁
人家有傘 我有大頭

And now the more scary ones... sizes reduced for your benefit ..puahaha



Wednesday, January 18, 2006

I decided that I miss Xanga and will post my cruise entry here... yes I was on a cruise over winter break! The warm weather felt SO nice, and we somehow got upgraded to a balcony room, I almost peed my pants when we walked into the room.  I thought the whole world was still tipping back and forth for 2 days after I got off the ship... but.. what an awesome trip!



Actually that's not my ship, but close enough ;p



Me squezzing the ship, from our badass balcony.



oh MAN how I love tropical weather, look at that water, yummy.



Look at our 5-layer chin!



Chilling, and trying not to think about jumping off the ship



I have no idea..



Our stateroom attendant did all these cool tricks with the towel, I loved it!



=)



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